
Acceptance of Agnes into the Sisters of the Cross and Passion
Sister Anne Cunningham CP, Superior General of the Sisters of the Cross and Passion, received Agnes as a definitive step in her journey with the Sisters during Evening Prayer at the Paspac Assembly on Friday 23rd September.
Agnes is from Melbourne and is a member of the Passionist Youth Team and a member of the Consultative Group to the Charism Team of the Province.
The following is a poetic and prayerful dissertation given by Agnes at the liturgy of welcome. Words she says "came on the first night of PASPAC, as I felt the warmth of collective wisdom, compassion and hospitality of our large family and the contemplation of God's works."
Travelling with the Cross
- Take me with you, I begged,
- staring at the Cross
- Come with me, you replied.
- I was eight, when I first felt the sorrow,
- The deep, raw and rich sorrow,
- Crying seemingly blood stained tears,
- That Good Friday night.
- I was nine when I prayed you to give me death,
- to show me a reason for this other sadness
- Naively believing my sorrow of the world,
- Came at your beckoning.
- I was eleven when I fervently felt your call,
- Dared to dream a life dedicated to you, .
- Pushing this yearning painfully back... ..though not away,
- No, not good enough.
- I was thirteen when I thought I left you,
- This Church alien and hypocritical,
- Despite my peace at Mass and Confirmation,
- No, I was to follow the rhythm of the earth,
- Egyptian gods and hand scrolled ritual
- I was a teenager when I thought I hated the world,
- Yet never felt alone.
- When I almost returned your gift of life
- Seeing not your love, only a world I was not
- To be a part of.
- I was nineteen when you cunningly called me to Mass,
- And I, attempting to match your humour
- Went everywhere but,
- Baptist, Assembly of God, Anglican,
- Only to return to where I left seven years ago.
- A young adult when you called me once more, louder,
- I fell on my knees one 7 pm late at work.
- I begged you to be silent, my heart secretly leaping,
- Could you really want me?
- I was twenty one when time stood still,
- As I entered the grounds of Holy Cross
- Bitten with the Passionist Spirit,
- Confirming awakening, affirming, articulating
- Joy and sorrow the endless ocean of your love.
- All that I had been was. .......
- And a direction I dared not contemplate.
- I was twenty two when I met my Sisters,
- Trying to be "myself', trying too hard,
- You shook your head, smiled
- And said I love you all the same.
- At twenty three I left home living your Passion,
- My cloak gambled over before I had even died,
- From the garden to the Cross
- You carried me every step.
- I begged you in front of the Cross,
- Take me with you.
- Come with me, you replied, lovingly and tenderly.
- I begged you to let me be a Passionist.
- You are mine, a Passionist always,
- You smiled so gently.
- I begged you to take over
- My pride and arrogance sure to make a mess.
- I have never left you, you whispered,
- I never will.
- Be not afraid. I am here.